The rain...

The rain falls
he thunder rolls
the lightning flashes

So softly tickling my senses
dripping silently on the windowpane
such a quiet echo, the tears of heaven
falling on my skin
cooling my face
the world becomes clear as ice
looking up i see endless grey
the sight is beautiful
the smell is pure and fresh
the taste is wonderful and delicious
the feel is cold and clean
the sound is soothing and tranquil
washing me spotless of all fears, regrets, and sorrows

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Paramore

so i know i'm probably a little behind the times...but...PARAMORE is an amazing band...and ALL of their songs are really really good...i'm thinking i want a cd of theirs....very amazing...go look em up!

uhhh....

i got a low C on chemistry...and i was a borders until 6 o' clock...
what a fun way to spend a birthday... i followed courtney around at the store buying gift for her friends until 7....i also did a crapload of chores when i got home...happy birthday to me...
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almost over...

3 finals down....5 to go...i think i did good so far...now the hard ones

...gulp

here i sit...wonderig what to study...worried as all get out about finals. however, they will all be fairly simple. why am i so nervous? maybe it's because i have Bs in quite a few of my classes...going into a final with a B is not very wise...i have to work harder to keep that B a B....*sigh...i was never very good at studying...what to do...what to do...oh well...looks like i'm just gunna go in there with the best attitude i can...and hope to do well.....haha..wish me luck
of course all the hardest finals are on my birthday...sux...but it's better than what i did last year on my birthday: cavities being filled...that was deffinitely a not fun day...i'd rather take finals any day...so...i also have to babysit all weekend...funny how i'm always so busy around my birthday to do anything for me...i guess things just work like that
i'm blessed that, unlike my friend's brother, i do not have a fishhook in my eye for my birthday...deffinitely not a fun thing...and i thought i had it bad! (he's ok, if you were worried, he can still see....a miracle really)
anyway...that's about it for now...prayers for stupid little me please? that i remember whatever the heck is in my small little brain...and that i can get it out on papel (paper)
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ah...haha...wait...16?!?!

so...this weekend...it's been interesting...starting more on Thursday though...i started to not feel well...headaches, runny nose, sneezing ect. and then at school the construction peoples were tarring...something i don't know what, but the smell was horrible in my chemistry class, so on top of everything...my headache got worse...i think i past out it was so bad...i don't remember anything from that class...bad huh?
friday was much the same...minus the intense headaches from tarring....and then i had to babysit that night...three rowdy girls to one of me...haha...fun...they cried at the smallest things and finally i made them go to bed...they were terrible! thanks goodness the family is moving to New York!
after spending most of saturday out and about checking out the new costco and smith's...(i so want to work at smith's it's way cool there! and i'm turing 16 soon anyway!) my mom and i went home and wrapped presents...which i guess my mom hates doing...she's strange...so we never finished wrapping everything, so i stayed up 'till 11 wrapping gifts...
went to church sunday...er...today...mighty cold at church...good services...i felt really convicted by Jordan's...which btw he's leaving us! so depressing! he's the best speaker at crave (not that i don't love jared, but i'm more ADD like jordan, so i follow him better) he's coming back in 2 years...by then i'm going to be graduating from high school! yikes!!! very scary thought...
anyway...the rest of today was devoted to a project fro english...which i am thankfully done with...
now i just have to deal with finals....and turning 16 in 4 days....ew...no fun...and i'm going to be so mad someone tries something on my birthday! i hate being in school on my b-day because people try to make it known...and i'd rather not be revealed...i feel old...that is all
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quotes about life, love, and friends

"by plucking her petals you do not gather the beauty of a flower." ~ Rabindrath Tagore

That which is striking and beautiful is not always good, but that which is good is always beautiful. ~Ninon de L'Enclos

These violent delights have violent ends
And in their triumph die, like fire and powder,
Which, as they kiss, consume. The sweetest honey
Is loathsome in his own deliciousness
And in the taste confounds the appetite.
Therefore love moderately. Long love doth so.
Too swift arrives as tardy as too slow. ~Romeo and Juliet Act II Scene vi

Beauty... is the shadow of God on the universe. ~Gabriela Mistral

Beauty... when you look into a woman's eyes and see what is in her heart. ~Nate Dircks

No man can be called friendless who has God and the companionship of good books. ~Elizabeth Barrett Browning

A single rose can be my garden... a single friend, my world. ~Leo Buscaglia

Just some quotes i've discovered and love...let me know what you think.
my favorite is the first one, and the one from Romeo and Juliet...i love that play...
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