Tuesday, July 29, 2008

changing things

Since no one really reads my blog i can post about anything I want! and not offend!
umm...let's see, the other day i was telling some people about what GOD showed me at Desperation, and they were...not as helpful or encouraging as I thought they would be. The stupid thing is, i thought that i would always have a friend to back me up...but i don't this time. i realized that GOD is my friend that is gunna back me up on this one, because no human will. i never actually realized that i haven't in the past given everything to GOD, including my friends, so i need to give everything to Him. i read in 1 peter 5 about being a shepard to the flock, which is to say....be an example to the rest of my church...the only way GOD is going to change my church through me is by being an example. so anyway...i'm out to change my chuch for Christ!

C

Monday, July 21, 2008

DESPERATION

wow...GOD is AWESOME!! He taught me sooo much at Desperation! oh, GOD did so many things in my heart! I want to know Him so much now! He is so amazing!
GOD has called me to change my church....we are not the body, we try, but our focus is so far from GOD...He gave me a vision during worship...the people of Christ tearing out the x-boxes, and the pool tables and whatever else we had there. HE wants us to worship him. we need to give students what they NEED, and consider what they WANT....not the opposite, like my church. it's near impossible to beat the devil in the ways of the world...if students want an xbox...then go to the store and get one, not the church! amen? we can't beat the devil in media, we can't attracte the dull people because of media and mainstream things! we will have a youth gruop full of DULL DULL people, then what? they don't want to listen to us now...oh no no no, then the WHITE HOT believers are put off....we NEED, prayer, fasting, worship, GOD!!! we need GOD'S power, and we need to display the Master's Intent...LOVE GOD, LOVE PEOPLE!

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

more updates...

so i'm ok now...for the most part.
all the bloodwork came back normal...hooray!
and i'm feeling better!

i started my job at Vans, it was fun, people cuss a ton even andy and joey! *gasp* (actually...not a big surprise...so whatever) SLAP ME IF I EVER START CUSSING LIKE A SALIOR!!! i'm serious...i'm there to make a difference for GOD, and i already goofed...i said a few unaceptable words, i know, bad Carly! but it's ok, because GOD has forgiven me for that--like 2,000 years ago! hooray
oh, and i can't buy my peeps things, so sorry...i think for gifts, but other than that, no mas!
uhhh....oh yeah, i started guitar lessons tonight! another hooray! i get to learn how to play lots and lots of hillsong!!! YES!! praise JESUS! right?!?!?

oh, and a wierd question for you people...can anyone tell me if i sing well?? don't just be like 'OMG Carly you have sssuuuuch a good voice' because you feel sorry for me, i actually need to know, serious stuffs here peoples! nels wants to know, because i don't actually know...hee hee, i'm too shy to sing in front of people...except at church, so...give me a holla!

C