a life...worth something to someone

i am the most happy-go-lucky,
loud-mouthed,
craziest person you will ever meet...

or that's how i used to be.
then something happened,
GOD was not the most important person in my life.
i fell so far away, and hit rock bottom
i cried a lot,
i almost killed myself,
i hurt a lot of people i cared about,
i messed up so bad, i felt unworthy of forgiveness
but someone forgave me...
his name is JESUS,
and it took so long for me to open the door of my icy heart
but GOD pried it open
and did a lot of redecorating...

now i'm the new me
a better me
a complete me
a me that wants to live for GOD
i'm thankful for all my friends
i'm thankful for all my family
for all the people who love me
and put up with me
thank you
from the bottom of my heart...
i love you all
above all, i love GOD
and fall more in love with him each and every day...

C

*sighs*

Frustrated am I
guys kill me, haha....oh well....at least JESUS is a good guy :)

C

first poem in a long time

good news! i wrote a poem...and i haven't in a really long time...however, like all, it sucks...so if you want to read my crappy writing...go ahead, but i warn you, it's sad (i don't know why i write depressing things, i just do) and it has nothing to do with what I'm going through or anything...with that...here it is:

You asked me what was wrong
I smiled at you and said nothing
But then i turned away
And i whispered: everything...



I think of you often
You think of me never
I wish we could be together
You wish us to stay friends
I want to be the girl of you dreams
You want that girl to be everything I'm not
I try to tell you how I feel
Time and time again, you don't want to listen.

Everything about you feels so right,
But you don't feel the same
I'm glad you can't see my pain
Would you change your mind about me if your eyes opened?
You never want to talk anymore
We used to be so close,
But now you keep your distance
I tear myself apart over you
I tried to give you my heart
But you tore it out of my hands
and you threw it away...

C

some pictures i took

I like to take pictures...and that's just a few of the ones that i actually liked! haha...i'm not very good at photography...but ohs well!