Kenan & Kel

haha...i used to watch this show when i was a little child and i loved it! and now they brought the show back on!! it's totally amazing...and Kel is really hot...today he had his shirt off and i was happy...haha...remember?? "AAAAHHHH....HERE IT GOES!"
anyway...i thought i'd just say something about how amazing that show is! that's when television was good...you know it!
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comments on life

guys...are all douches...and piss me off...breaking hearts and what not...and some think they themselves are actually different! it's funny how blind they are to their own stupidity...

"i'm a good guy, truly i am."

i've seen this fool around...and he's not a good guy...he's full of lies...to think there are some "princes" out there...i wrote a song about this guy...maybe if he heard it...he'd realize what a jerk he really is...
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destination: beautiful

yesterday i was at Best Buy with my family and marissa, and i was looking through CDs...i found the band Mae...if you've never heard of them, you've never lived.
i saw that they had a new one out and i thought that was cool and i started to flip through the rest of the Mae collection...and found their old CD that i thought they didn't even sell anymore! needles to say...i was amazed and petrified, for i had been looking for this CD forever and it was finally in my hands...i think that's happiest i have ever been to buy a CD...i took it home, i unwrapped, still in a bit of a daze, and put it on my computer so i could listen to it...
Mae is my alltime favorite band, and i know i have said that there is no one band that surpasses the others, but i lied, MAE is by far my favorite band, and i love them! the CD is absolutely amazing, i think i am in love...i have not stopped listening to it since i purchased it...seriously i haven't...and i'm working on memorizing every single song on this exelant album...
a great christmas present for me would be to get any of their CDs...i would love the one who gave it to me forever...i'm done ranting about the best band in the entire world...thank you.
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Turkey Day Torture

Now normally i love thanksgiving...turkey, stuffing, yams, mashed potatoes, green bean casserole right? oh yeah...and pie...lots of pie...
well this year i had the rudest awakening i have ever had: Christmas Music blasting my poor eardrums at 6 in the morning...if you didn't know this already, you do now...i hate christmas music...i think it's because it's the same tunes every year...so this morning i woke up to the wretched tune of "we wish you a merry christmas" and i immediately rolled out of bed and slammed off my alarm, and my radio...and i scrounged around for my ipod and put on some nice soothing Oh, Sleeper...and went back to sleep...and that's how my morning began...
i finally decided to stop dreaming and get out of bed at about 11...haha, i felt like sleeping in...and went upstairs to start cooking for the rest of the day...then my parents found these stupid concerts...alyson krouse, and vince gill...i about killed my eardrums trying to drown out the terrible sound of bluegrass...and then we ate...and my parents, doing this to torture me, but on some christmas music halfway through thanksgiving meal...thanks...
but i'm not complaining...love the fam...love the food...love music (just not christmas) and i have a lot to be thankful for...so THANK YOU!!!!
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life in the BAMF lane

haha...actually i sadly do not drive in the BAMF lane of life, for which i feel lame...but oh well...
today in psych class my teacher told us we could train someone to do anything we want, by using positive re-enforcement or negative re-enforcement...he showed us how...someone volunteered to leave the classroom and to be treated like a lob rat...or lab whatever animal we chose...and the rest of us in the class decided on an animal and the name of the 'animal' that we were going to train...(that whole part was actually rather insignificant when it boils down to it)
we also decided what we were going to make them do...the first person up we called her a giraffe, and i forgot the name...so we weren't aloud to speak out and tell her what to do, but she was supposed to sweep the room by us clapping whenever she moved in the right direction etc....after a super long time...the girl was rather blond if you know what i mean, she swept the floor...it was awesome...then we took a guy 'animal' and decided he was a pink unicorn named princess fluff-n-stuff...(would i make this up people??) and we made him crawl under a table...by shouting "GOOD!" when he went the right way, and "BAD!" when he did the wrong thing...all in all a very interesting psych class...
then i took, and failed, a chemistry test
and uh...you know those little hand turkeys? where you trace your hand ant call it a turkey? well....i have a weird world history teacher...and he told us if we made a foot turkey (traced our foot and made it a turkey...loser that he is) he would give us some extra credit...he and i actually had a ton of fun laughing at people's hideous foot turkeys...and that was my day...

Parents

parents suck...and i hate mine, they piss me off...
that is all...
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B-day parties, church, and bake sales

ah...don't you love surprise b-day parties? personally...no one has ever thrown one for me...but i'm sure that being on the receiving end of one is very exhilarating...maybe i'm a liar...
any who...one of my best friends, jared, just turned 16 today (yikes!) just kidding i love the guy to death...and on saturday we threw this surprise party for him...there were quite a few people there, and of course...being me, i showed up late...(i hate being late, but this was actually my dad's fault) noon 12 to be exact...and a few minuets later jared drove up...(well his mom did anyway, he can't drive) and we jumped out and yelled "SURPRISE" with a little blow horn and everything...he was somehow unfazed by all this...and i have no idea how...but maybe he's not surprised easily...i don't know...ummm...there was cupcakes and other food...marissa and i got jared outside and shoved two of them in his face...(again somehow weirdly unfazed) and then we opened gifts and he got a few CDs, so we played those...the one i gave him was Emery's new one...it's amazing...and a little bird told me that jared and i were standing up dancing, and lip singing in the exact same way!! creepy...then the party ended and i walked home because i basically live across the street from him.
that night i spent the night at marissa's and we watched Micheal Jackson music videos...because i'm awesome and have them on DVD...and we pigged out on food and junk...
today i woke up and we went to church and saw marissa's little bro get baptized (this is where you 'aw') and then heard an awesome message about complaining...whoops!!
then there was this bake sale...which was fun to help advertise because i'm a freak and i like to shout at people..." get a doughnut! you know you want one! only 50 cents!!!"
and then i ditched the last service and jared and i walked around and talked for like an hour...

weekends make me happy...
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hot guy ice cream

today was very interesante because my sister and i on occasion walk home...well today she had to go to wal-mart so that she could get some poster board for a project...after we went to wallgreens to see if they had poster board (why is it every time you walk into wallgreens you get the urge to steal something?? maybe it's the lighting...) and they didn't of course because they aren't as awesome as wal-mart is...so we got the poster board...and decided we had time to go to chick-fil-a...so we walk out and, oops, we jay walked and i almost got hit by a car...haha that was scary yet hilarious. at chick-fil-a the guy that served us was so checking out my sister!! (but not me...bummer) and so as usual...my sister found someone she knew and they started to talk and all the while i'm watching this guy stare at Courtney! and then he walks off and get a small ice dream cone, and goes "do you want some ice cream?" ahahahaha and so i just took it and gave it to her...she called it..."hot guy ice cream" ah ha! it was sooo funny!
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Second Saturday

Today was amazing because it was Second Saturday at our church! on this day every month we go to a ifferent place in the city and serve people who need to be served. Today we went out to Rio Rancho to this place where they are building a horse ranch for kids, and others. We helped them build some fences and it was just an amazing experience. i think that everyone at some point in they're lives go and serve people who are needy...umm...let's see it was super rewarding because it's always just amazing to see the people's faces because they are so happy that we came and built all kinda of stuff for them! i think that's it for now...laterz peeps...haha...kidding
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Hosanna

I see the King of glory
Coming down the clouds with fire
The whole earth shakes, the whole earth shakes
I see His love and mercy
Washing over all our sin
The people sing, the people sing

Hosanna, hosanna
Hosanna in the highest (x2)

I see a generation
Rising up to take the place
With selfless faith, with selfless faith
I see a near revival
Staring as we pray and seek
We're on our knees, we're on our knees

Hosanna, hosanna
Hosanna in the highest (x2)

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity

Hosanna, hosanna
Hosanna in the highest (x4)
Hosanna in the highest
in the highest, in the highest

So this song is by far the most amazing song i have ever heard! it's by Hillsong United and if you haven't heard it...your lose man...go look it up! i love it so much...and i just thought i would share the lyrics...
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homework frenzy

gosh! tonight i had the most ridiculous amount of homework! and nothing is going very well at all! first i had to write an essay...which i just BSd the entire thing....then my printer is low on ink...so it didn't even come out on the paper! arg...then i had this vocabulary assignment where i took a few words, defined them, and then drew a picture...but the pic had to be as big as my hand! ahh...and then those pics just took forever to draw...because i am the worst artist ever...and it sux...i also had to do something else in my history class...but i'm not going to do it...becuase it's not worth it...and i think i have some kinda of geography test tommorrow...i have to give a speech, i have an essay due, i have a vocabulary test, and...my grandmother is coming to town tommorrow afternoon...*sigh* should be an interesting day...now it's sleep time...i gotta work on that whole dream journal thing...i had a funny dream last night about my friend abby...but that's not important right now...haha laterz peoples...
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Dreams...

Today i got the most interesting assignment that i think i will ever do...a dream journal...i'm pressure that psychology is one of my favorite classes...seriously, i'm learning more in that class than any other class that i am taking...sad, because it's an elective. anywho...the dream journal: it is very self explanitory, but i will explain...all of us dream in our very last REM (Rapid Eye Movement) cycle of sleep. in this last cycle, our unconcious mind goes off in very random things that are full of imangination and trippy things. anyway, when i wake up, i'm supposed to just write exactly what i remember about my dream that night. 'but what if i don't dream?" you ask. well...if you tell yourself, "tonight i will have a dream, and when i wake up, i will record my dream in my dream journal..." you are supposed to have a dream...interestante right? i can't wait to see what i will dream about tonight! it should be funny to try to 'interpret' what my dreams mean in psychology class...i guess if you want to know what i am dreaming...i might post some of them...should be funny...ummm...Mr. Strong has really strange dreams...seriously...i dont' have enough patience to write it all down here...but they are hilarious...he's pretty fricked up, and he's not affraid to addmit that...
anyways...dream journals are chill...try it...i'm excited about this madness
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cookies, dancing, and estrogen......

Tonight at my church we had this thing called a "girl's night" and i can't believe i went! we have had one of these 'est fests' before...but tonight was pretty bad man...we had homemade cookies where you took the frosting and sprinkles and put them on yourself...huh...i didn't quiet understand that concept...anyway...then we played a few games like musical chairs (*rolls eyes*) and did some wierd line dancing...which i got into because dancing is just amazingly fun and i enjoy dancing a lot more then just playing stupid games.
after that, my mother gave her testimony...which was chill...and then we watched "One Night With The King"....(*rolls eyes again*) it's basically the story of Ester in a movie which had the worst special effects i've seen since the early 1990's...i also kinda think that the whole movie is just kinda blah...mostly because i am more of a blood-and-guts kinda gal...seriously, i'd rather watch frickin...huge robots fighting then some mushy gushy love seen movie...not my cup of tea really...my friend and i had a good time making fun at the move for it's poor graphics and cheesy seens, until my mom leaned over and said...."shutup..." that is...anywho...i guess that's just a typical 'girl's night out' for ya...

the only good thing about that movie was the king...he had these amazing abs...i mean...wow man...wow... >_<

ah...revelations

today...the after-halloween-candy-binge-eating-trip happened...i have to say it was a bad sorta trip, becuase i failed 2 tests today...one in psychology, and the other in chemistry. also...i had an interesante (that's spanish for interesting) revelation today...i probably should have seen this sooner, but i'm always a little behind in the times...those who know me know this is fact. i've realized that all people...are very selfish beings who care for no one but themselves...yeah that's right...everyone...*guilty shifty eyes*
it's funny to think about how many thoughts a day we have of ourselves...because i certainly had a lot of thought about myself today...and you know what? people who act like they care but really don't drive me insane...there are so many people im my life that think of only themselves...and i think "gosh what a jerk" but am i really any different? i think not. today i talked to one of my friends and i said...'i had a good time trick-or-treating last night' and she was like..'oh...cool...' i proceeded to say a few highlights of my night, and then realized that she didn't care...obviously my story was boring, but i realized that i too tune people out, because i just don't care. Intersting how we have the smile that says "yeah im really interested in what you are saying" ....when you're not...i think i've finally realized how sick and tired i am of people lying...i guess if we could be honest and say..."dude...your story sux...get out of my face" the world would be a better place...but no, we have all these secrets and we put on this mask of perfection, and think people won't see through it...the thing is...people don't see through it, because we are so wraped up in our own lives...we don't care or see who's really hurting and is wearing a mask...and that's my rant...of course now after all that thinking...i'm in a total funk...oblivious to the world...hit me and i probably won't react...that could be entertaining...

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