intimacy...
do i want that?
being so close to someone
to be vulnerable
to be open
to be dependant
my hopes, my fears, my secrets
my deepest thoughts
known by someone else...
who am i to trust him?
to give him...me?
i can't afford to do that
God may have been wrong about me
solitude is what i want
why should someone other than HIM complete me?
that guy isn't out there
i'm fine with that reality
i don't want to reveal those hopes...
those fears...
those secrets...
my deepest thoughts are mine
mine alone
ALONE
C
6 comments:
are you saying that you never want to marry?
by the way, i was walking outside of church today and i saw you in the window and i tapped on the glass and this little boy came and i tried to get him to get you but he just stuck his tongue out at me, and you came over and grabbed him but you never saw me. lol
no, i'm just frustrated with guys right now...
haha...really? wow that's funny i don't think i remember that at all!
i love that pic!!! and thats really good.. if i were a boy id be your bf.. but im not.. so your stuck with me being yuor wife
haha...no offence, but i don't think i'd want you as a bf...lol but i still love you to death!
you're a really good poet. good stuff. I should show you some of my poems some day.
haha, thanks reachel...i'm not that good, it's just random stuff i come up with
i'd love to see your stuff someday! that would be awesome!
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