first poem in a long time

good news! i wrote a poem...and i haven't in a really long time...however, like all, it sucks...so if you want to read my crappy writing...go ahead, but i warn you, it's sad (i don't know why i write depressing things, i just do) and it has nothing to do with what I'm going through or anything...with that...here it is:

You asked me what was wrong
I smiled at you and said nothing
But then i turned away
And i whispered: everything...



I think of you often
You think of me never
I wish we could be together
You wish us to stay friends
I want to be the girl of you dreams
You want that girl to be everything I'm not
I try to tell you how I feel
Time and time again, you don't want to listen.

Everything about you feels so right,
But you don't feel the same
I'm glad you can't see my pain
Would you change your mind about me if your eyes opened?
You never want to talk anymore
We used to be so close,
But now you keep your distance
I tear myself apart over you
I tried to give you my heart
But you tore it out of my hands
and you threw it away...

C