i'm tired of the people who say they are your friends, but don't really care.
i'm tired of the people who pretend, just so you don't feel left out.
i'm tired of feeling left out anyway.
i'm tired of being different.
i'm tired of being the same.
i'm tired of shallowness
i'm tired of stupidity
tired of cliques
tired of jerks
tired of...life
do people really care about what i think?
do they notice when i'm sad?
do they notice when i'm silent, because i'm upset?
do they notice that i see through them?
do they notice i'm not having fun?
do they notice i hide myself under a mask?
no one gets it
no one understands
and no one cares
i was so stupid to trust them!
i knew this would happen!
it always does
it always does.
HE is the only one for me, He never fails me
but it's hard to know He's there
we can't be alone!
so why do i feel abandoned?
i want to burst into tears
but that would be annoying
i want to punch someone in anger
but that would be awkward
i want to show them how i really feel about their friendship
but that would be uncalled for
i can do nothing around them
it would disturb the peace
i want to tell them to love like HIM!
i want to tell them they suck!
i want to tell them they are stupid!
i want to tell them i don't care about their silly little lives!
would they listen?
no, i would be an outcast
i would not belong
and i would not have fake friends
3 comments:
It's gets better. I'm not trying to give you a false sense of hope, but it does. High school is high school. Persevere my friend, some people can't mature fast enough...consider yourself blessed for the perspective He has given you. Sorry about your sucky friends...I had my fair share as well!
I know this is cliche after a post like this, but you know that if you ever need anything, or anyone to talk to, me and my family are always here.
I do notice when you are quiet because you are upset. I love you and your hat will be cute.
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