Tuesday, December 11, 2007

having a moment...

it's been one of those days...
walking around in a haze or a fog all day...too numb to care what's going on in the world...wouldn't it have been funny if i died? i wouldn't have even known, that's how completely spacey i was today...

*sigh...things like Christmas and my birthday coming up do this to me...well actually last year i was very crazy...i was excited to turn 15 for whatever reason...and now 16 is upon me, and i am wishing i was turning 10 or something...maybe it's all my stress

I've decided that if i ever got some kinda of tattoo i want it on the side of my face above my eye and traveling down my jawline...just some kinda of intricate design of elegant squiggles...
yes i'm a random...i want to be special though...stuff like that doesn't happen to people like me though...

so i really don't want to have a party for my birthday, but i promised a friend i was going to let him do something special...so i'm having a party...i just need to plan it...oh joy (very sarcasmic)
C

6 comments:

Marissa said...

hmm wonder who has your tattoo.. sounds like it would be from a book.. well be happy hon and who wants you to plan something?if you don't want to then don't.. don't let someone drag you into doing something you don't want to do

After His Heart said...

lol yeah...tally has m tat. i'm gunna steal it from her

i do want to have a party...i just haven't been in the mood to do party things...plus planning sux

Marissa said...

well just buy a pizza and cake and tell everyone to be at your house at whatever time..

After His Heart said...

lol but the games we always end up playing are absolutely boring! i hate boring games! i want something...fun...to do...like dancing...but the people i am friends with don't like to dance

Miss E. said...

I LOVE TO DANCE!

After His Heart said...

YAY!!! dancing is so awesome!